I am definely not a good blogger

I haven't write something on my blog for I don't know how long!
Once I heard someone saying: 'If you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all.'
This is where I find myself now. I study, I work, pay my bills, buy my food, and all my money is gone every month after the same things... Ain't able to do much stuff with my boyfriend cuz we are always trying to save money... he is also paying his own studies, and food, and rent, plus a car...

Hopefully the storm will pass and I'll have something nice to write about.

Today I got a lovely postcard from my dear friend that is in Thailand. I can't describe how much I miss her. I look forward the day we meet again...

Also this week another friend send me an e-mail, she told me she is bipolar... when we met in Dublin I helped her how I could but now she is back in her hometown and when to a shrink... now I know why my help and the help of other friends was never enough. I feel sad but I know how strong she is and believe she is going to be fine.

Why life has to be so hard on some of us???

After a long time without writing, again! I just better admited... Im not that into internet, blogs, twitter, etc. But I Sign In anyway, cuz is just a easy way of puting out there what is in my mind and is not just a paper with my handwriting around my room... people actualy can read it, and maybe some people out there feel the same way or relate to my feelings, thoughts, ideas... well, you know where this is going... I also changed the name of my blog, cuz the name before was bothering me, I just didn't like it, there was something wrong with that name, from the beging... and this new name is what I have been doing here, I have been writing my thoughts, some stuff that might become a good song...

As for my life: I keep teaching, still doing my music classes(theory and singing), I got in a choral(pretty much the best choral of my state =), my brothers are fine too, I have a boyfriend that's good to me... what else could I want...? I have health, a job, family, friends, love and music! Life is just perfect right now and I feel bless!!!