She's Gone

My first meal came from her breast
My first tear was on her chest
My first laugh was on her lap
My first word was about her

She's gone
She took part of me
But I'll keep her alive
If I live my life right

I'll never forgive myself
For the times I made you cry
I'll always miss your company
In every car that I drive

I don't want to forget
The sound of your voice
The smell of your skin
The way you touch me

My best friend
My fathers lover
Not just a woman
This was my mother

music

"Music is the last true voice of human spirit. It can go beyond language, beyond age and beyond color... straight to the mind and heart of all people." - Ben Harper

I can't imagine my life without music, I can always find a song to represent my mood. A simple song it might last 5 minutes and during this miserables 5 minutes I don't feel alone. It touches my soul and become my friend, my lover, my guide... it gives my a hand in the rough times. Im grateful for this blessing.

Pleasure + Pain

To justify the name, I've realize that's what life is about. One can not exist without the other, Pleasure + Pain. Beyond this, here Im trying to find my path, struggling to rescue the child I once was and with a dream of the woman I want to become.